Taking a little break tonight.

I’m nursing an injury to my knee today, and because I got so much done this morning, I’m taking a little break tonight from beating on the website. I still have some things to finish up and learn (like how to add images to a blog post). That’ll be another day.

I think I’m still on route for opening everything up in July. I was reading a Reddit post about people making up to $1K a week doing some of the stuff I’m trying to do. Man, that would really help me out.

I’ve been feeling so insecure today about this endeavor. It took me a little while to get here. Okay, if you take it from the point of saving up enough to go part time and focus on my art, it’s been a long journey. If you measure it from when I went part time, I spent a bit too long decompressing and not buckling down. Now that money’s starting to get tight, I’m worried I made a terrible mistake going part time.

I’m scared no one really wants anything I have to offer. I have that whole imposter thing going on. I’m anxious that all this time I’ve been spending doing this is going to backfire the moment something pisses someone off. Basically, I don’t have a lot of confidence I’ll make this a living.

But if I do… that would be a dream come true. Do dreams come true? Not like Disney-style, but that all my time and effort will be spent doing things meaningful to me instead of making bills for people that may or may not even care about my life. I hope that’s true.