The Work Continues

Finally feel through the drama that crept back into my life the few days. The situation isn’t really improved, but the old dread and stirred up feelings are finding their way back to their graves. I don’t hate the ghosts, but they haunt with sheer ferocity. I’ve always felt bad that I had to bury them in anger and burn their bodies to purify them, but some souls will always seek retribution and what they’ve left in you can only be fought off with sheer will, not forgiveness. I hope the divine forgives, but it’s not my place to judge that.

Once through, I’m back at work here tonight. Took on a few more card associations on The Eternal Dream Tarot page. Gonna format a few more things before I settle to bed. Always frustrated that design work can’t be done on my iPad Pro. Come on Squarespace. I’ve always appreciated your platform, but not being able to add blocks on my app?

I’m down to about 10 days before truly opening this up to the world. I guess back up to the world. I keep losing confidence in me. That I don’t have enough content. It’s going to be boring. No one’s going to wait a whole month for new art. So many critical voices. But when I relax and take a breath, I know this is building. Nothing worth building well was crafted overnight. Unless you’re an Amish barn or something, I suppose.

This is not an Amish barn, and I’m kinda doing it all alone right now. We’ll see what happens in 10 days.